I wasn’t supposed to be the woman standing next to him at the altar, the mother of his children or the person he would grow old with. It was how it was supposed to be from the very beginning, I just didn’t know it before.
I’ve always said “if” to him. If we ever get married, if we ever buy an apartment together, if we ever have kids. Now I know why I said “if” and not “when”. I said it because I’m meant to meet someone else. This is the person I will stand next to at the altar, have kids and grow old with. I don’t know who this someone is today, but I do know that he’s out there.
I hope he knows that I’m thinking about him and that I’m longing for us to meet.